I am love with your brother

Round One – I'm Your Brother (1994, Vinyl)

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I'm Your Brother (Club Version)

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I'm Your Brother (Edit)

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I'm Your Brother (Chicago's Twisted Mix)

Remix, Producer [Additional] – Chez Damier, Ron Trent

7:07

Mastered At – The Hit Factory
Produced For – Nature Production

Lacquer Cut By – Herbie Jr*
Mastered By – Herb 'Pump' Powers*
Vocals [Uncredited] – Andy Caine

Copies in dark brown translucent vinyl, when held against strong light, exist.

"I'm Your Brother" is loosely based on Isley Jasper Isley's "Caravan Of Love."

Matrix / Runout (Side A, etched, runout): MSR-02-A HERbIE Jr :<)
Matrix / Runout (Side B, etched, runout): MSR-02-B HERbIE Jr :<)

Recently Edited	I'm Your Brother (12", Reissue, Remastered)	Main Street Records	MSR-02	Germany	2003
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Luke Solomon in Faith Magazine (Defected), talking about his 'Space' party at Bar Rumba: "This will always feel like one of the songs that inspired us to do Space. It was the Space theme song - played week in week out - whether it be the vocal or the dub. We included the dub as Chez and Ron Dubs were very much Space signature. Kenny and me would fight to play them."
when i purchased this first time around in the mid 90's i immediately realised that this track would stand the test of time, many dj's and friends from all the Genres of house music purchased this record, that's how good it is and it still sounds fresh in 2021
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The Club Version is one of the best [house] songs I've heard so far. Very uptempo, yet emotional.
Incorrect release date of Nov 94. From memory it must've been 6 months prior at least. One of the greatest vocals from a year that had many
The fact that Herb Powers mastered this is the cherry on top of what is one of the echelons of the progress of amazing dance music history
Something that no one has seemed to mention about the original MSR copies from 1994. All the pressings are translucent brown when held up to a bright light. Some folk have been trying to sell the reissue of this as the First press. The audio is bang on both sides. Back in the day, I'd drop the Chicago Twisted Mix along with Cajmere.
Wonder how Moritz von Oswald and Mark Ernestus got hooked up with Andrew Cain? Two German techno guys and one 80s pop singer who only had one album and a few singles. Granted, he has a seriously soulful singing voice and was a studio/session performer on quite a few albums, but still - what was it that brought him to their attention?
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I'm only going from my own experience with the quality of the pressings. I have all 4 of the catalogue released from the original press and all vinyls are quite thick with no problems with the sound at all. Must have been issues with re-releases.
People moaning about the pressing of this. It's how was meant to be. Rough, underproduced, raw, rugged house music. Thats how it was back then and thats what made these record what they've become. Use your EQ kids and then you'll be fine.
This is a timeless piece of soulful house that you should have. Thanks to a friend that owns Handsome zacks. I now have a gem that i've looked for and wanted in my collection. There's a personal story behind this record for me. By no means should you overlook this one.
Thanks Matt ( Handsome zacks/ Discogs)

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Love Your Brother - EliYah Ministries

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There is no shortage of scriptures telling us that we must love our brother. Yahushua commanded it:

John 15:17- These things I command you, that ye love one another.

Not just in word but in deed…as He did

John 13:34- A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another

He loves us…and His works proved it. It wasn’t Him saying ‘I love you my brothers’ that revealed His love for us but…His action

John 15:13- Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.

What more could He give to us? The scriptures are packed full of commandments telling us to love our brother.

John 13:35- By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another.

That love for one another should be a light and witness to the world that we are like Yahushua..
who loved us to the death and served His Father in so doing. What kind of deeds shows this love?

Romans 12:10- Be kindly affectioned one to another with brotherly love; in honour preferring one another; 11 – Not slothful in business; fervent in spirit; serving YAHWEH;

Our love to one another is a service to Yahweh. Remember Yahushua said that:

Matthew 20:26- But it shall not be so among you: but whosoever will be great among you, let him be your minister; 27 – And whosoever will be chief among you, let him be your servant:

Romans 13:8- Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law.

Remember that this love is not empty word but active service. What do we do for our brethren? What works do we show? Are we really only serving ourselves? Or our own families only? Do we pray for one another daily? Do we see our brother in need and not ask to help?

1 John 3:17- But whoever has this world’s goods, and sees his brother in need, and shuts up his heart from him, how does the love of YAHWEH abide in him?

We should therefore love our brother. .for Yahweh does. If Yahweh’s love is truly in us….we will love our brother as He does.

Ephesians 4:1- I, therefore, the prisoner of Yahushua, beseech you to walk worthy of the calling with which you were called, 2 – with all lowliness and gentleness, with longsuffering, bearing with one another in love, 3 – endeavoring to keep the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace.

We may not have pure unity in doctrine..but we can have unity of the Spirit. If indeed the same Spirit is in each of us…and it should be! It’s a beautiful thing when we are in unity

Psalms 133:5- Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity! 2 – It is like the precious ointment upon the head, that ran down upon the beard, even Aaron’s beard: that went down to the skirts of his garments; 3 – As the dew of Hermon, and as the dew that descended upon the mountains of Zion: for there YAHWEH commanded the blessing, even life for evermore.

We should be taught of Yahweh to love one another. When His Spirit is in us…loving our brother through us

1 Thessalonians 4:9- But as touching brotherly love ye need not that I write unto you: for ye yourselves are taught of YAHWEH to love one another.

And as the end times approach, we will surely be needing one another.

Hebrews 10:23- Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful. 24 – And let us consider one another in order to stir up love and good works, 25 – not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as is the manner of some, but exhorting one another, and so much the more as you see the Day approaching

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It is clear that the end time people of Yahweh are together…speaking often to one another

Malachi 3:16- Then they that feared YAHWEH spake often one to another: and YAHWEH hearkened, and heard it, and a book of remembrance was written before him for them that feared YAHWEH, and that thought upon his name. 17 – And they shall be mine, saith YAHWEH of hosts, in that day when I make up my jewels; and I will spare them, as a man spareth his own son that serveth him

1 Peter 3:8- Finally, all of you be of one mind, having compassion for one another; love as brothers, be tenderhearted, be courteous; 9 – not returning evil for evil or reviling for reviling, but on the contrary blessing, knowing that you were called to this, that you may inherit a blessing.

Evil for evil…reviling for reviling.. These things we must set aside! Bury them! Our enemy isn’t our brother!
Our brother is a companion of Yahweh! So what if he isn’t perfect..are you?

1 John 3:11 – For this is the message that you heard from the beginning, that we should love one another, 23 – And this is His commandment: that we should believe on the name of His Son Yahushua the Messiah and love one another, as He gave us commandment.

1 John 4:7- Beloved, let us love one another, for love is of YAHWEH; and everyone who loves is born of YAHWEH and knows YAHWEH.

1 John 4:11- Beloved, if YAHWEH so loved us, we also ought to love one another. 12 – No one has seen YAHWEH at any time. If we love one another, YAHWEH abides in us, and His love has been perfected in us.

2 John 1:5- And now I plead with you, lady, not as though I wrote a new commandment to you, but that which we have had from the beginning: that we love one another.

1 Peter 2:17- Honor all people. Love the brotherhood. Fear YAHWEH. Honor the king.

1 Peter 4:8- And above all things have fervent love for one another, for “love will cover a multitude of sins.”

1 John 3:18- My little children, let us not love in word or in tongue, but in deed and in truth.

Leviticus 19:18- Thou shalt not avenge, nor bear any grudge against the children of thy people, but thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself: I am YAHWEH.

Who are our brethren? Yahushua said..

Matthew 12:50- For whosoever shall do the will of my Father which is in heaven, the same is my brother, and sister, and mother.

Mark 3:35- For whosoever shall do the will of YAHWEH, the same is my brother, and my sister, and mother.

Luke 8:21- And he answered and said unto them, My mother and my brethren are these which hear the word of YAHWEH, and do it.

Now one might say.. “This person says he is a brother but didn’t obey Yahweh” “Therefore he must not be a brother” If one chooses to make that judgement…he must be VERY careful! For Yahweh knows who are His:

2 Timothy 2:19- Nevertheless the foundation of YAHWEH standeth sure, having this seal, YAHWEH knoweth them that are his. And, Let every one that nameth the name of the Messiah depart from iniquity.

But what if our brother continually sins against us..is he still our brother?

Matthew 18:15- Moreover if thy brother shall trespass against thee, go and tell him his fault between thee and him alone: if he shall hear thee, thou hast gained thy brother.

And if he asks for forgiveness..forgive him.

Luke 17:3- Take heed to yourselves: If thy brother trespass against thee, rebuke him; and if he repent, forgive him. 4 – And if he trespass against thee seven times in a day, and seven times in a day turn again to thee, saying, I repent; thou shalt forgive him.

7 times?

Matthew 18:21- Then came Kepha to him, and said, Rabbi, how oft shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? till seven times? 22 – Yahushua saith unto him, I say not unto thee, Until seven times: but, Until seventy times seven. 23 – Therefore is the kingdom of heaven likened unto a certain king, which would take account of his servants. 24 – And when he had begun to reckon, one was brought unto him, which owed him ten thousand talents. 25 – But forasmuch as he had not to pay, his master commanded him to be sold, and his wife, and children, and all that he had, and payment to be made. 26 – The servant therefore fell down, and worshipped him, saying, Master, have patience with me, and I will pay thee all. 27 – Then the master of that servant was moved with compassion, and loosed him, and forgave him the debt. 28 – But the same servant went out, and found one of his fellowservants, which owed him an hundred pence: and he laid hands on him, and took him by the throat, saying, Pay me that thou owest. 29 – And his fellowservant fell down at his feet, and besought him, saying, Have patience with me, and I will pay thee all. 30 – And he would not: but went and cast him into prison, till he should pay the debt. 31 – So when his fellowservants saw what was done, they were very sorry, and came and told unto their master all that was done. 32 – Then his master, after that he had called him, said unto him, O thou wicked servant, I forgave thee all that debt, because thou desiredst me: 33 – Shouldest not thou also have had compassion on thy fellowservant, even as I had pity on thee? 34 – And his master was wroth, and delivered him to the tormentors, till he should pay all that was due unto him. 35 – So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses.

Do we want to be delivered to the tormentors? Then we MUST Forgive our brother from the HEART! But if he refuses to hear you..

Matthew 18:16- But if he will not hear thee, then take with thee one or two more, that in the mouth of two or three witnesses every word may be established. 17 – And if he shall neglect to hear them, tell it unto the church: but if he neglect to hear the church, let him be unto thee as an heathen man and a publican. 18 – Verily I say unto you, Whatsoever ye shall bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever ye shall loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven. 19 – Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven. 20 – For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.

What do you do if you see your brother sinning?

James 5:19- Brethren, if anyone among you wanders from the truth, and someone turns him back, 20 – let him know that he who turns a sinner from the error of his way will save a soul from death and cover a multitude of sins.

Galatians 6:1- Brethren, if a man is overtaken in any trespass, you who are spiritual restore such a one in a spirit of gentleness, considering yourself lest you also be tempted.

It is a temptation of Satan to look upon ourselves as a greater one when we tell a brother of their sin. Therefore we must lay down all pride and tell him in gentleness. . remembering..

Philippians 2:3- Let nothing be done through strife or vainglory; but in lowliness of mind let each esteem other better than themselves

If only all would practice this! 🙂

Philippians 2:4- Look not every man on his own things, but every man also on the things of others.

James 4:11- Do not speak evil of one another, brethren. He who speaks evil of a brother and judges his brother, speaks evil of the law and judges the law. But if you judge the law, you are not a doer of the law but a judge. 12 – There is one Lawgiver, who is able to save and to destroy. Who are you to judge another?

Therefore brethren, let us walk in love, in humility, in righteousness. With sincere love for the brothers
For if we do not, then we are not children of Yahweh:

1 John 3:14- We know that we have passed from death to life, because we love the brethren. He who does not love his brother abides in death. 15 – Whoever hates his brother is a murderer, and you know that no murderer has eternal life abiding in him. 16 – By this we know love, because He laid down His life for us. And we also ought to lay down our lives for the brethren. 17 – But whoever has this world’s goods, and sees his brother in need, and shuts up his heart from him, how does the love of YAHWEH abide in him? 18 – My little children, let us not love in word or in tongue, but in deed and in truth.

1 John 2:7- Brethren, I write no new commandment to you, but an old commandment which you have had from the beginning. The old commandment is the word which you heard from the beginning. 8 – Again, a new commandment I write to you, which thing is true in Him and in you, because the darkness is passing away, and the true light is already shining. 9 – He who says he is in the light, and hates his brother, is in darkness until now. 10 – He who loves his brother abides in the light, and there is no cause for stumbling in him. 11 – But he who hates his brother is in darkness and walks in darkness, and does not know where he is going, because the darkness has blinded his eyes.

Such strong words! We say we walk in the light! If we do, then let us serve one another in TRUTH, with JOY and
without grumbling or complaining? Does Yahweh complain about helping us? If we truly have Yahweh’s Spirit..then we will have the fruits! Not just toward the world. But toward our brothers and sisters also! And not just our brothers and sisters in the world, but also our immediate family brothers and sisters! Like our wives and children
In all things, let us walk in the Spirit! In the light! Not in darkness. Blessed are those who are doing such when our Master comes If you have a grudge? Cast it from your heart!

Leviticus 19:18- Thou shalt not avenge, nor bear any grudge against the children of thy people, but thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself: I am YAHWEH.

It is SIN. I believe Yahushua is coming for a pure bride! Therefore let us purify ourselves for the coming of Yahushua and be without spot or blemish Speaking often to one another…in joy..in peace..in longsuffering…yes…in love for one another!

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Chapter 1

9 carefully prepared for mom's birthday, today this day has come, and surprisingly fleetingly comes to an end. I dream of taking off these shoes as soon as possible, I didn’t break them in after purchase, they are too tight for me. Rather, let go of the heavy hairdo, collected with the help of hundreds of hairpins, go to sleep, in your soft warm bed.

Mom, she's all circling between the guests, smiling at one and then the other, but in fact she is very sad, because her own son did not come to the celebration in honor of her birthday. Moreover, he did not even congratulate, and this is the fourth time. My brother Beso has not communicated with his parents since he and Anya started living together. Four years have passed and no one is taking the first step towards it.

Our holiday has already come to an end, my mother says goodbye to the guests, she does not look tired at all, if it were not for the late time, she would continue to celebrate. Her first big anniversary she is fifty, but she looks much younger than her years. Our driver drives right to the exit and opens the door in front of us, I go through first, then my mother.

- Will dad come with us?

- I met my friend, I think he will be late, - She takes out hairpins from her hairstyle, letting her hair down.

- Margarita said that Georg was arriving the other day, he had finished his studies and would continue to work with his brother.

For so many years I have been waiting for a meeting with him, and today I find out that he is coming, my heart flutters excitedly.

- You didn't forget, did you?

- No, mother.

Back in my fifteen years, my mother said that I should connect my life with him, warned me not to let anyone into my heart, I could, like Beso, refuse to stand in front of my parents, but I have not met such a person over the years who could love. And Georg, although a womanizer, is very handsome, I remember him from childhood, when we were little, we were always friends, I’m sure he’s good and I really hope that after the wedding he won’t lead a wild life.

I love my parents very much, even though my aunt raised me, but my parents are very proud of me, I really want to do what they want, so that they are also proud of me.

In our big house, darkness and silence. I go to my room, finally take off my heels and fall on the bed.

– How nice, – a cool wind blows from the window, exhaling, I close my eyes.

I feel very cold, I think I fell asleep in this position. Getting up, I close the window and go to the shower. I wash off all my makeup, finally wash my hair, freeing my head from a heavy hairstyle.

Lying in bed, I go to his social media page and see his story, where he got on the plane, the excitement grows inside, I don’t know how I will look, in his eyes we haven’t seen each other for more than four years, our last meeting was for the New Year, and then he quickly left.

In the morning I receive an SMS from Anya:

“Today we are waiting for you for lunch”

I answer her that I will definitely come, I haven’t seen them for a week since we were awarded diplomas. Downstairs I find my mother, who is in a hurry to work.

- Tina will have a serious conversation in the evening, please stay at home.

I nod to her in agreement, Irina, our housekeeper, puts breakfast in front of me.

- Thank you, something new looks very tasty.

- Bon appetit.

I have breakfast alone at a large table, I have become used to it over the years. All my acquaintances and friends know me as a cheerful and sociable girl. But behind this lies a great sadness, I am lonely, all my friends have boyfriends, there is nothing to talk about with them, they can only talk about love. All these years I have been forcing myself to fall in love with a person virtually, so that later it would not be hard. But what worries me is that he will begin to live with me only because his parents decided so, that if I am not his type. I can't share my fears with someone that don't leave me alone.

My mother scolded me for a long time when I cut my hair, but it still looks long to me. Putting on a loose dress, putting my hair in a bun, I am going to my brother. On my twentieth birthday, my parents gave me a car, and over the years I have become an excellent driver.

Recently, Brother and Anya moved into their own house, a two-story house with a garden. I photograph the flowers that Anya likes to plant, really beautiful.

“She has arrived,” I hear Anya’s voice, who opens the door for me.

“Hi,” I say happily when I see her smile.

– Hello dear, – she hugs me tightly, how nice it is when you are so welcome. Beso then kisses me and hugs me, lifting me up in his arms, he circles me.

- You will become an aunt, - he brings me back to earth, I look at them incredulously, they look so happy that it’s impossible not to believe.

- Are you serious? - he nods at me, I jump into his arms and shout with joy, I'm so happy this is great news. After the incident when Anya lost her child, they could not get pregnant, but still such a day has come.

I enjoy spending time in their company, their love gives me hope that I too will have such an ideal family life. Beso drives me home in the evening.

- Won't you come in?

- You know perfectly well that it is not!

- It's a pity they have changed.

- Have you forgotten what they did?

- I didn't forget - I look at him sadly, he kisses me, and I say goodbye to him.

Dad is sitting at a laptop in the living room, mom is standing near the window.

- You are late! Mom says.

– It was good with them.

- How is he? Mom asks in surprise.

- Well, he will soon become a father.

She turns to me at the same second, even dad took his eyes off the computer.

- Yes, yes, you will become grandparents.

Surprisingly, they are silent, and I notice a momentary sparkle in my father's eyes.

“We need to talk to you,” Mom says as if I didn’t tell her the great news.

- I am all attention.

“You are moving to St. Petersburg,” dad says.

- How is it?

- Do you remember I talked about marriage with Georg? Ares, George's older brother, manages our common St. Petersburg company, you will live with him and work together, so you will get to know each other better.

I have nothing to say, I have no idea how it is to live with men in the same house, I remember Ares, who found fault with me as a child.

- Mom may not need all this.

- This is not discussed! Dad says.

Everything is clear from their faces, I just silently step into my room, there is no point in arguing.

Chapter 2

Mom wakes me up early in the morning because I didn't sleep well at night, grumbling at her. “The flight is in three hours,” she says, and pulls the blanket off me.

“You are in a hurry,” I reluctantly get out of bed, the housekeeper is already packing my things into a suitcase. - I just finished my studies, I so wanted to fly on vacation.

- Now is not the time, we are going to meet you, giving you time to get closer. I have to tell you something.” She guiltily pulls at the sleeves of her dress. - Georg is not yet aware of your future marriage.

– And what do you think I should tell him myself?

- No, he is a man and can take this information with hostility, and you are a beautiful girl, he should only rejoice.

– Mom, this is funny, are you asking me to chase a guy?

- You will get married anyway and it is better if you become closer during this time.

- Send me to live with two men!

- Ares is serious and mature, just an example for his brother, and you will be protected.

Ares and protection? I beg you.

- The car will pick you up at noon, meet at the airport, Margarita will take you to St. Petersburg.

- How are you?

- Tina you are already an adult, smart girl, I know that you are innocent, you should not be afraid of men, when I said you should not fall in love, I did not mean not to sleep with anyone at all.

Mom makes me blush.

- Hurry up, we need to get ready for the trip.

Mom even skipped work, circling around me, she made me put on makeup like I was going to a party. Putting on a black short dress, I walk to the car that will take me to the airport. I say goodbye to my mother and home, I have no idea what awaits me in my new life.

Seeing him makes me forget how to breathe. I imagined our meeting many times, but now I don’t know where to put my hands, where to look so as not to seem stupid.

“Darling, you have already arrived,” his mother says loudly, he turns in my direction, looking down at me. I feel my legs are shaking.

– Hello, Aunt Rita.

– Hello, he says in a beautiful voice.

“Hi,” I say, feeling my cheeks burning, I hope I don’t blush with embarrassment.

“You’re on time,” his mother says, when our flight check-in is announced, she takes my hand.

- Let's go dear - he is following us, it seems to me that I will stumble and embarrass myself. - Don't worry, it's all good.

- Is it that noticeable?

“Very much,” she smiles.

- How are you? he says as we stand at the check-in.

“Okay,” I try not to show my excitement.

– She has become such an adult.

“You too,” I notice how mature he is.

He helps me with his hand, when we go down the stairs, I put my hand in his outstretched hand, I feel the warm skin under mine. He smiles sweetly for the first time since our meeting. I don’t understand what I feel, these feelings are completely unfamiliar to me, we sit down in business class in front of each other. I understand that I do not feel love for him, my stiffness and confusion have already passed. He is sleeping, and I brazenly examine him, most recently he was only in my phone, and now he is in front of me. I ask myself, do I like him? Which is very strange that I can't answer.

Aunt Rita, reading a book, she is a very stately business woman, but at the same time very soft and kind, my mother, who will not hug, will not listen. She only has orders and desires that I must follow.

– How was your thesis defense dear?

- It was not easy, but I did it.

- So your student life is over, now your family life is ahead.

“Come on mothers, what a family,” says Georg, who has woken up.

Aunt Rita looks at me, I don't even understand why all this is for me.

– By the way, how is Beso? he asks me, from his look I don’t feel anything.

- Well, he will soon become a father.

“What good news,” the aunt smiles.

– How did Uncle Adrian let this happen? “He does not even suspect that he, too, will not be allowed to be with someone other than me, knowing our parents.

- They don't communicate with him.

– Knowing the stubborn Beso, I wasn’t even surprised, – aunt smiles, looking at us. It is not even a couple of hours since I am next to him, but I have not felt that same feeling.

Late in the evening our plane lands in the magical northern capital. On the twilight street, the city lights up with the lights of lanterns. These old buildings look very beautiful, as if we are not in St. Petersburg, but in Italy.

Ares' apartment is located in the city center. He meets us in a not the best mood, he is wearing shorts and a white T-shirt, his hair is tousled, he looks very at home. Memories creep into my head, how he got me in childhood. He sighs angrily at the sight of us. His green eyes meet mine, goosebumps run down my body, I swallow from fear.

“Let’s go back, my brother doesn’t want to let us in,” Georg taunts, Ares hugs his mother, smacking her on the cheek, he again casts a contemptuous look at me.

- You're crazy, I'm like daddy, you decided to give me your naughty children to raise - I understand that it will be difficult for me to live with him.

- Well, you're not getting married, so your parents decided that you could be an excellent nanny, - Georg had already sat down on the sofa.

- I'll talk to my parents, I think I can live in an apartment, - Ares gives me an evil look, my heart speeds up, I think I'm afraid of him.

- Well, dear, nothing like that, the apartment is big, Glafira has already prepared a room for you.

- My apartment, you didn't even ask me if I wanted it! - Because of his evil state, I want to leave as soon as possible, but I stand.

“Tina, give him a handkerchief, otherwise he’ll burst into tears,” Georg scoffs.

“You will now agree and cry,” angry Ares answers him.

I am also standing in the doorway to the living room, the only thing I want to do is take a shower and go to bed. My aunt takes my hand and leads me along the corridor, she opens one of the two doors, and we enter the room.

- This is your room, don't mind Ares, he's just been alone since his father sent him to work here. Over time, you'll get used to it.

- I hope, - I say, now looking around in my room, I am glad that I have my own bathroom and dressing room, but it upsets me that the view from the window is directly onto the avenue, such noise from the window annoys me and I close the window.

Aunt says goodbye to me and my sons and leaves, I no longer leave my room, after taking a shower, I go to bed.

Chapter 3

I slept very badly in my new place, since early morning I put my things in the wardrobe. Thoughts of evil Ares do not leave my head, I imagine how stressed I will live if I have to see his evil face every day. I can’t imagine how I can get used to this place, I feel out of place.

After a while, I nevertheless go out with uncertain steps, move towards the living room, Georg lies on the sofa, buried in the phone.

Are you alive? He says as soon as he notices me.

- Is it okay to ask such questions to a girl? - A gray-haired woman who is walking in my direction tells him.

– My name is Glafira, I am a housekeeper.

- What about your patronymic?

- Oh no, just Glafira, - she is embarrassed.

- Nice to meet you, I'm Tina.

She smiles broadly, looks like a very kind woman.

- I'm so glad you came, because Ares is all alone - Georg does not look up from the phone. - Will you have breakfast?

- Yes, if I may, - I go to the kitchen, the table is set in the dining area.

- Come sit down, I'll clean up the excess now, Ares just left just five minutes ago.

“It’s okay,” I say so that she doesn’t worry, and I’m glad that Aresushed.

Georg joins me for breakfast, he looks at me thoughtfully.

“Let’s split,” he tells me, which surprises me.

- What are you talking about?

- Why were we sent here?

- I came here to work and gain experience - I can't tell him that we will be married.

- I know I was sent to be controlled by my brother, but why are you here? – His question puzzles me. - I think your father was afraid that this company would pass to us, since Beso is not involved in the family business, are you taking the rap for him?

I want to tell him the truth, but I am silent and it seems that at that moment I realized that I did not want to marry him. I don't like the tone of his voice, I look at him angrily.

- You're right, dad wants me to run this company too - I'm just lying.

- You see, I'm right, - he smiles as if he guessed some world secret.

Having finished my breakfast, I go for a walk around the city, hoping to divert my thoughts and prepare for the life ahead with these egoists.

Every street in St. Petersburg has a smell, every smell is different, not nearly similar to the previous ones. I walk along the beautiful streets with old buildings, on the first floors there are numerous boutiques, shops and cafes. Everything else is the same as in Moscow, a lot of cars, a lot of people, only people here are more smiling than in Moscow. Dropping into one cafe, I have a delicious dinner, in recent years I notice that I really like to be alone with myself. Maybe I set myself up this way because no one is interested in me, and I stopped being interested in anyone. It seems to me that I will never love, the feeling is emptiness instead of a heart. I so often looked at Georg through the phone screen and felt something, but when I saw him in front of me, I didn’t feel a single spark in my soul. I am a loner, I draw a conclusion for myself and go where even my feet do not want to go.

Upon my return, angry Ares hurls rude words at me. I stop breathing either from fear or from hatred.

- Did you see the time? - He says rudely, I close the front door behind me.

“It's nine o'clock,” I say spontaneously, although I'm shaking all over.

– Why should Glafira sit and wait until you come back to have dinner! – He is so angry that I get scared, his green eyes incinerate me with fire.

– Why wait for me? I can cook my own food! - I angrily answer him to lag behind.

- Oh, you're back, let's go to the party, - says elegant and very calm Georg.

- Yes, with joy than to stay with it - it is red as a cancer, I put on the stilettos again.

He is still grumbling about something, but I pretend that I don’t give a damn and go out after Georg. I have never been so yelled at in my life, it seems that he needs to be handed a yellow certificate.

“I like you already,” Georg says, he looks at me and smiles as we walk down. - I should have taken a picture of my brother's face - he is so pleased, so in order to get his attention, you have to be against his brother.

- Where are we going? - I understand that because of this crazy person, I agreed to some kind of party.

- There are acquaintances in one bar - from the word bar I no longer feel at ease, I sometimes went to clubs, but quickly left such establishments.

I am silent all the way, the taxi driver turns on the music, and I still have not come to my senses. My heart beats nervously, I want to cry from the thought that I have to live with him.

This bar does not inspire any confidence in me, everything here is too ugly. Half-naked girls in only thongs are dancing on the tables, I feel terrible in such a place. This bar does not bode well, Georg finds a circle of friends, I stand on the edge, all these people scare me.

“Relax,” Georg shouts over the music, holding out a glass with an unknown drink, I sit on the sofa, just watching everyone. It seems that people come here for alcohol and for sex.

Probably an hour has passed since I am sitting here, among some inadequate people, a couple of days ago I could sleep peacefully in my bed and not know at all all this rabble who call themselves freedom-loving people.

I see a terrible picture not far from me, the girl put her hand into the guy's pants and masturbates to him. I feel like I'm breathing heavily, something pulls in the lower abdomen. I close my eyes so I don't see it again. Someone is stroking my knee, I'm disgusted, I open my eyes, I change seats from this impudent bastard. Georg does not even notice me, he is having fun with his new acquaintances, the glass he gave me, I still hold it in my hand, put it on the table. Squeezing among these drunken people, I look for a way out, but I go upstairs to the balcony. Everything is perfectly visible from here, and even how Georg dances with a naked girl, she licks his neck, he gets high. Why should I expect him to fall in love with me and run after me. A naive fool, he lets this cheap girl get into his pants, with such an appearance and position, he can date models, why does he need this shabby dirty one. He is a man, and they think in one place, my mind answers. Disappointed in my hope, I step to the exit, it is very warm outside, I sit on the edge of the stairs, I am going to wait for my husband.

In the two hours of waiting, I was about to leave three times, but I stop myself with the thought that I should try to correct him. Yes, and at home a madman is waiting for me, choosing the lesser of two evils, I sit and wait. Later, he still goes out in a circle of two girls, he can barely stand on his feet.

– Oh, why were you waiting for me? - His tongue is slurred, I take his hand, which lies with Natalia from one of the girls, they are also drunk.

- Thank you, but I'm taking it.

- Yes, please - one of them takes out cigarettes. Calling a taxi, I pick him up, as he sat down on the asphalt, and is talking some nonsense.

- Come on, the taxi has arrived, - he hugs me by the shoulder, he is very heavy, I almost fall. With difficulty, I manage to put him in a taxi, I sit next to him.

- If he vomits in the cabin, pay twice as much, - the taxi driver says, I agree, I think he is right.

He lays his head on my shoulder and sleeps, I mentally curse myself for this shame. With this, I have to live all my life and pick him up from parties. Yes, so lucky. It seems like some kind of stupid dream, but it's a pity it's reality. With difficulty I drag him to the second floor.

He falls as soon as we enter the apartment, while he swears, I look for the switch, but the light turns on automatically. I try to pick it up, but all in vain.

- You drunkards! You embarrass me in front of the neighbors! - My ears are ringing because of his voice, angry Ares looks at me with hostility and then at my brother, it seems that I can hardly stay on my feet from fear. Georg starts humming a song, we really look shameful, especially this deranged one on the floor.

Ares picks him up, he struggles to his feet, he vomits right on the floor in the hallway.

“What kind of punishment is that?” Ares says angrily.

- He is leading his brother to his room - I can't move, because of the excitement my legs are frozen in place.

- Did you come here to drink? Aren't you ashamed, are you a girl? - God, what’s going on, I can’t move, he wipes his brother with paper towels, swearing at the whole wide world.

“I didn’t drink,” I say.

- Do I look like an idiot? If you behave like this, it’s better to move out of my apartment.

- Yes, with pleasure! He looks up in surprise. - I do not burn with the desire to live with you.

“Mutually,” he throws the napkins into the garbage bag and leaves, I just stand there as if my legs were glued. The light turns off automatically.

How badly Ares affects me, one of his evil looks makes me shudder, how to continue to live with him. Reassuring myself, I slowly walk to my room. I understand that it will help me. Closing myself in the bathroom, I turn on the water and start crying, let down my hair, take off this dress that has been tight around my body all day. I sob letting out all the accumulated resentment and pain. Even putting myself in order, I feel wounds inside me, with which I will have to live all my life. In this world, everyone doesn’t give a damn about your soul, everyone tries to shit there without regrets. Ares also decided that he could hurt me, and he doesn’t care about my feelings, no one cares that it hurts me, that wounds from words practically do not heal. Today I realized that I don’t want to marry this person, I don’t mean anything to him, I don’t want to live with a person who doesn’t care about me at all. And only death can save me from an unwanted marriage.

I Love My Brother - 18+

Jimin went up to the room and flopped down on the bed, got on the phone, took a breath and sat down to study outside the window it was getting dark, having done his homework he went to eat after eating went to sleep tossed and turned and could not fall asleep,
parents were already asleep in the next room

Jimin - Can't sleep..

Then Jimin heard a noise downstairs

Jimin - What is that?. .

Jimin decided to go down and see what's down there, He saw Yoongi !!

Jimin ran closer to Yoongi

Jimin - Yoongi are you drunk??

Yoongi staggeringly looked at Jimin with a glacial look from this Jimin had goosebumps all over his body

Yoongi tangled from foot to foot and staggered up the stairs to his room but climbing the stairs Jimin stops Yoongi

Yoongi - Don't touch me! ! (in a drunken voice) (shouted)

Yoongi pushes Jimin away, Jimin starts to cry

Jimin - (crying) P-please.. forgive m-me.0003

Yoongi stares at Jimin without looking away

Jimin lets go of his head guiltily

Jimin - (crying) I f-love you. .. against the wall with his back, and Yoongi kisses him with his tongue in his mouth, greedily, vulgar, wet, and rough, Jimin tastes the taste of alcohol, and Yoongi, in turn, pulls Jimin's lower lip, and Jimin moans involuntarily and Yoongi approaches his ear

Yoongi - (bare breath) I'm sorry Jimin~y.. but your brother wants you~ (whispers)

Yoongi bites Jimin's earlobe, causing him to moan with his head up, Jimin's legs cracked from intense excitement

Yoongi - it will be even more pleasant now (whispering) .. parents in the next room can hear

Yoongi - So be quiet~ (whispering)

Yoongi started to caress Jimin's hard cock through his pajama pants, Jimin latched onto Yoongi's black foodbox biting his lower lip and dropping his head down, started to whine, Yoongi stole Jimin's pants and boxers and himself too

Jimin - (whining) Please don't. .. don't, it still hurts me forcing Jimin to grip harder, Yoongi began to move his hand faster, picking up the pace

Jimin - Aaaaah~ T-this is crazy mhaa~

Jimin bit his lower lip until it bled and Yoongi was bleeding from Jimin's lip when Yoongi's hand began to move faster Jimin himself didn’t conscious opened his mouth in a silent moan, understood his head and, whining, began to move into Yoongi's hand

yoongi - mhh~

yoongi cums in his hands and jimin screams his brother's name while cumming his black t-shirt

jimin -aaaaah~ yoongi!! (shouts out)

After all of this, they both try to get their breath back

Jimin - B-need to clean everything up here. . (breathing heavily)

Yoongi silently opens the door to the room, throwing Jimin onto his bed, Jimin stares in disbelief na Yoongi

Jimin - H-hyung..

Yoongi looms over Jimin devouring him with his eyes

Yoongi - Why... why are you driving me crazy... just by your act.. just being... I want you... always.. everywhere.. all the time..

Jimin - Wh-what ... you say that.. yoongi you're drunk.. (looks away)

yoongi just lay down on jimin and passed out, the alcohol made itself felt

jimin - yoongi?..

cleaned up the mess he and yoongi had made and went to his room locking the door

Jimin - What am I doing. . he's just using me.. if he hadn't used me, he wouldn't have hated me at first.... how did I not understand this before..

Jimin had tears in his eyes, he already managed to

Jimin - why is this happening to me... why do I feel this.. specifically to him.. door

Mom - son get up

Jimin - Okay Mom, I'll go out now

Mom - Yeah, I'll be waiting for you downstairs

Jimin decide to go to the bath to take a cold shower to cool off

Jimin - Mm.. I want to sleep (tired)

After a refreshing shower, he went downstairs where parents were sitting

Father - hello . . how did you sleep? (smile)0003

Yoongi - Oh.. my head hurts so much.. (holding his head)

Yoongi had his hair pulled up like he was asleep and he looked sleepy

Yoongi - Do we have pills for the head?

Mom - I'll look now, wait a second .. (opens the top cabinet where all the pills are)

Father - You mean from a hangover?

Yoongi - I forgot to ask you why..

Father - Time passes and my son does not change.. still the same rude and not grateful child.. why do I need such a son? (annoyed) 9(smirk) - Stop swearing when you already find a common language!!

Yoongi - When he bites his

Father - Oh you little. .. (annoyed)

Yoongi - Well... who? let's say you love to do it..

Mom - That's it.. that's enough!! both of you stop!!..

Father just took it and went up to his room with his Wife and she gave Yoongi the medicine and got up to her Husband

Yoongi poured himself a glass of water took the pills and started singing them with water in an impudent look at Jimin, Jimin tried not to look at Yoongi

Yoongi - Ignoring me...?

Jimin - What happened yesterday doesn't mean anything.. like... everything that happened between us..

Yoongi - Is that why you say that guy?

Jimin -...

847d4aa52cd2e9de"> Yoongi - (chuckle) You quickly found a replacement for me. .. Well, how is he... have you already fucked him?.. better than me?

Jimin - Come and ask him, maybe you'll learn something new for yourself.. (smiled looking at Yoongi) And... were you the first to find a replacement for me or did you forget already?..

With these words Jimin stood up from the table and walked out the door on his way to school, Yoongi threw a glass glass at the wall out of anger and it shattered

Yoongi - Fuck!!! (angrily)

Jimin walked slowly thinking about what happened earlier, besides this, he really wanted to sleep and didn’t want to think about anything at all, his head ached from a lot of thoughts and so he didn’t even notice how he had already reached school, he went to school where Taehyung, Hoseok, and Lee met him

Tae - Jimin!!!

Tae and Ho ran towards Jimin hugging while Lee watched from the side

Jimin - (smiles) I'm glad to see you too. .

Lee - Jimin are you okay? you look like you haven't slept.. (safe)

Jimin - Well.. I didn't get enough sleep

Tae - now I understand why you have bags under your eyes..

Jimin - Forget everything will be fine with me.. went to study, Some time passed and Yoongi Namjoon and Jung went to smoke behind the school, well, how .. Jungkook didn’t smoke, but just went for the company

Namjoon - Well, why did you invite us to smoke again, we didn’t smoke for a long time .. yes, and ... we are walking such an important lesson .. we will have a test on it ..

Yoongi - As if you don't give it to him.. I just want to smoke, what difference does it make how much we smoked..? do you mean cigarettes?

Namjoon - Estimate. .

Jungkook - Yoongi hyung something happened? usually you don't smoke that much..

yoongi - yeah... it happened... park jimin happened..

namjoon - i see..

jungkook - can we help? I don't want to involve you in this.. I'll figure it out myself..

Namjoon - as you say.. but if necessary, we are always ready to help 9Yoongi - I know. get out of here... don't piss me off more..

Sep - Well I'm sorry yoongi.. i just wanted to see how jimin would react...

yoongi - did you see it?!.. really.. isn’t that Yoongi?.. are you and him something more than just brothers?..

Yoongi - What difference does it make what we have with him?!. . I'll give you advice to mind your own business..

Sep - Even if it's true.. as you can see.. Jimin doesn't feel anything for you.. i didn't even see him with a new guy not long ago..

jungkook - what?!.. you're lying... he's a jimin.. not like that i know him, he wouldn't do that to yoongi

sen - so you don't (smirk)

Namjoon - If so, where is the proof?..

Sep - The proof will be..

Then Sen left their class

Jungkook - I don't believe her..

Namjoon - Yeah... it's all weird.. how are you Yoongi?

Yoongi - What's so weird about that? like you didn't see him yesterday with some schmuck. ..

Namjoon - (exchanged a look with jungkook) well.. we don't know him.. you talk to jimin about it..

yoongi - (grin) he told me to ask him about how to fuck.0003

Namjoon - I think he's lying about this.. you were kissing Sen and he saw it all, that's why he said so... to make you mad..

Yoongi - If he truly loved, he would probably believed me from the very beginning.. when I said that she did it.. they made it a circus..

Well, it means that his feelings for me have passed

The bell rang and everyone began to study everything went very slowly

Then the recess bell rang, and Jimin with steel went to walk around the school with nothing to do.

Jimin - Yes!!

Tae - Yeah

Hoseok - I wouldn't refuse either

Lee gives chocolate out of the pocket of his trousers, divides it into all four Poles with dark chocolate

Jimin - Thank you! (happy)

Li - not at all (smiles)

Tae - Mmm.. delicious

Hoseok - Yes, it's very tasty even though it's a little melted

Lee decided to play a joke

Lee - Jimin what's that on your shirt?.. (shows)

Jimin - Where?.. (puts head down on shirt)

Lee - Here (Stains Jimin's face with chocolate)

Jimin lifts his head up and looks at Lee

Jimin - Ah. . you.. (smile)

Tae and Hoseok started laughing

Jimin - Well, if so..

Jimin pounced on Lee and quickly removed the ring from his finger

Lee - Hey, give it back, it's mine (smile)

Jimin - Try to take it away

Saying that, Jimin quickly runs away

Lee - Hey, wait.. (laughter) what a kid.. (smiles)

Lee runs after Jimin to take his ring from him

Tae - What about us??

Hoseok - Leave them, they have their own atmosphere.. (neigh)

Tae - Wrong word. .

Jimin laughing runs wherever his eyes look, runs into a dead end and huddles against the wall from hopelessness, Lee presses him leaning against the wall hands

Lee - There you are (breathing heavily)

Jimin - you may have caught me but.. we're not done yet (breathing heavily)

Lee - I've caught you, you have nowhere to run so put on the ring.. (smile)

Jimin - Nah (sticks tongue) (laughs)

But then the two of them notice that their faces are very close to each other and the playful mood disappears for both of them, silence sets in, both just look at each other and only feel each other's breath Lee's sweat slowly approaches Jimin's face and when it's not long before the kiss Jimin turns his head away closing his eyes

Jimin - I'm sorry.

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